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What is your name?: Illyana Muzliza
Are you named after anyone?: Illyana Rasputin (Magik), a female character from X-Men.
What's your screename?: Ill3h, xxillehxx, sill3h_ill3h
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Adam. =D
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Ameera.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Illiyana, Lilly, Liyana… <.<;
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No.

Basics

Your gender: I think I’m female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: I’m a confused person =D
Single?: Apparently not.
If not, do you want to be?: =D
Birthdate: 8th of March 1986
Your age: Currently 19+
Age you act: Depends. Sometimes 9, and sometimes 35.
Age you wish you were: <.<;
Your height: 165cmish.
Eye color: Dark brown
Happy with it?: Yes =D
Hair color: Copper/ Black
Happy with it?: I wish it was red… <.<>
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: I’m 100% righty.
Your living arrangement: Um… smooth?
Your family: Dad, mum, 3 younger sisters and an evil rabbit. (and also a hubby named Dee >D)
Have any pets?: My rabbit Schascha =D (sidenote: She plays ball!)
Whats your job?: Student.
Piercings?: My ears.
Tattoos?: Nope.
Obsessions?: Bishonens, *coughyaoicough*, my hair, …
Addictions?: The Internet?
Do you speak another language?: I speak English, Malay, and a little bit of Japanese.
Have a favorite quote?: “Time isn’t money… it is life,” by Prophet Muhammad s.a.w
Do you have a webpage?: No, but Arab said he’d make me one xD
Do you live in the moment? Fortunately, yes.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very.
Do you have any secrets?: I LIKE GIRLS! >.> Kidding. Of course I have secrets, foo.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: So-so.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I can draw. And I have nice hair. =D
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Dudette, You’re A Pleebe.
What's your biggest fear?: Losing the ones I love and treasure the most. And losing my hair and teeth o.o
Can you sing?: No.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nooo…
Are you a loner?: =D
What are your #1 priorities in life?: My family.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Maybe xD
Are you a daredevil?: =D
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I’m bad- tempered >.>
Are you passive or agressive?: Aggressive! RAWR!
Do you have a journal?: No.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength; My charisma. Weakness; <.<>If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My skills at Math. God I hate numbers.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes. Maybe.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Loads.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Of course! =D
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Life is damn short.
What do you like the most about your body?: My hair? <.<
And least?: =D
Do you think you are good looking?: =D
Are you confident?: Sometimes, yes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Tsuzuki Asato xD
Are you perceived wrongly?: Most of the times, yes. Shame <.<

Do You...

Smoke?: No. Smoking is dumb.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Only once a month xD
Pray?: Of course.
Go to church?: I do go to the mosque.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sometimes, but I tend to ignore the noobs <.<
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes, I sleep with my Shamu =D
Take walks in the rain?: No.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: It’s tough, but yeah <.<
Drive?: Yessss.
Like to drive fast?: Yessssss!

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: Yeah.
Hurt yourself?: Yes. <.<>
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I don’t think so.
Been in love?: Yes, I guess.
Done drugs?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery? Eye surgeries.
Ran away from home?: Yes xDD. Old story!
Played strip poker?: HAHAHAHA. *coughs*
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: Yes. >D
Been picked on?: Yes.
Been on stage?: Yeah.
Slept outdoors?: No. o.o The bed is there for a reason <.<
Thought about suicide?: Yes. Long time ago la.
Pulled an all nighter?: =D
If yes, what is your record?: =D~
Gone one day without food?: Don’t think so.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes, with Wilson *_* (I miss you u.u)
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes.
Slept all day?: Yeah xD
Killed someone?: =D
Made out with a stranger?: =D
Had sex with a stranger?: =D
Thought you're going crazy?: Already am crazy!
Kissed the same sex?: =D =D
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: =D
Been betrayed?: Loads of times.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes.
Broken the law?: Perhaps <.<
Met a famous person?: Yeah. I met Westlife xDDD
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I ran over a chicken once. o.o
On purpose?: =D
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Maybe.
Stolen anything?: Yes. u.u
Been on radio/tv?: Been on teevee.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes x.x Horrible, horrible experience.
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Bungee jumped?: No, but would love to try one day =D
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: Dunno =/
Miracles?: Maybe.
Astrology?: No, that’s full of BS.
Magic?: =D Harry Potter!
God?: Of course.
Satan?: Yes.
Santa?: Um, no.
Ghosts?: Yes. They linger around. They might even be behind you. >D
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes.
Witches?: Hermione Granger!
Easter bunny?: =D
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: No. Yes. Dunno o.o
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
Do you wish on stars?: No.

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Traditional or not, I do believe there is Heaven and Hell.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Organized religions ****! <.<
Where do you think we go when we die?: It’s not our matters to talk about the life after <.<

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes. A lot o.o
Who is your best friend(s)?: Currently? My mum, Farah Nadia and Arab.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: My mum.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: =D
Your favourite inside joke?: *
Thing you're picked on most about?: =D
Who's your longest known friend?: I dunno.
Newest?: Geng gila @ MMU (You know who you are >D)
Shyest?: Dunno.
Funniest?: Too many to list.
Sweetest?: FARAH! =D
Closest?: Farah.
Weirdest?: Me.
Smartest?: =D
Ditziest?: Chiam desu!
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Wanie, Sharika, Adi, Chiam, Wilson u.u
Last person you talked to online?: Chris >)
Who do you talk to most online?: Arab, Chris, Renjie, Dee, …
Who are you on the phone with most?: Dunno.
Who do you trust most?: Farah, Arab and Niena.
Who listens to your problems?: My friends. Well, some of them.
Who do you fight most with?: >D
Who's the nicest?: =D
Who's the most outgoing?: =D
Who's the best singer?: TG!
Who's on your shit-list?: HAHA! Truth is, ramai.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: =D
Who's your second family?: My friends, I guess.
Do you always feel understood?: =D
Who's the loudest friend?: Would you believe Nabilah?
Do you trust others easily?: Unfortunately, yes.
Who's house were you last at?: =D
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: =D
Do your friends know you?: They don’t know the real me.
Friend that lives farthest away: Most of them are @ US o.o

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes.
What do you find romantic?: Umm… o.o
Turn-on?: Smart, well- mannered, religious, funny, gorgeous eyes… *.*
Turn-off?: Smokers, big- headed jerks, narrow- minded, …
First kiss?: =D
If someone u had no interest in dating u how would u feel?: Nya…
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Depends.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Yes, why not? =D
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: >D
What is best about the opposite sex?: They can be very loveable and understanding at times.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: The way they think is screwed!
What's the last present someone gave you?: Keychains from Danial. He bought them from Japan >D
Are you in love?: =D
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Um…

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: … Myself?
You wanted to kill?: HAHA! I think Farah knows. >)
That you laughed at?: My mum, after seeing her go frantic over the new carpet we bought xD
That laughed at you?: Dunno.
That turned you on?: JAY CHOU JAY CHOU JAY CHOU
You went shopping with?: My mum and sister.
That broke your heart?: Umm… <.<
To disappoint you?: <.<
To ask you out?: Chiam.
To make you cry?: My computer, for being such an ass xD
To brighten up your day?: Arab!
That you thought about?: JAY CHOU <3>You saw a movie with?: My Uni buddies.
You talked to on the phone?: u.u
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Talked?
You saw?: My sister? o.o .
You lost?: u.u I’m not gonna tell you the name. (sidenote: But I really treasured that person.)

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Um.
Will it be with your significant other?: Nya?
Or some random person?: Double nya.
What are you wearing right now?: Jeans… and a whole load of eye liner and mascara xD
Body part you're touching right now: My ankle.
What are you worried about right now?: Exam results. Ugh.
What book are you reading?: I don’t read.
What's on your mousepad?: I don’t own a mousepad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Right now? Cynical, evil, cheerful, pissed, and um… did I state evil?
Are you bored?: Not really.
Are you tired?: No.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Yes, to Renjie- sama.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: =D
Are you listening to music?: Nocturne, by JAY CHOU <3333