woot~

2006-03-02T09:39:00.000-08:00

wow. dah lama gila tak update this blog. ni update pun atas request seseorang "pakcik" ni. (hint: tinggi) =P

anyway.

loadsa things happened. both good and bad. it's natural la kan.

. i fell in love. didn't last for long, tho.
. masuk sem3 at uni.
. main kingdom hearts II; jap version. AA BEST! ni tengah tunggu english versh.
. I NOW HAVE AN IGUANA! and he's a pretty one too =) panggil dia moosadam, moo for short. beli ngan noa untuk mdf assignment#2.
. [insert event here]

nyaa...

esok update lagi la kut.
baibai.

-illy.

. surve-hey .

2005-10-26T03:15:00.000-07:00

What is your name?: Illyana Muzliza
Are you named after anyone?: Illyana Rasputin (Magik), a female character from X-Men.
What's your screename?: Ill3h, xxillehxx, sill3h_ill3h
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Adam. =D
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Ameera.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Illiyana, Lilly, Liyana… <.<;
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No.

Basics

Your gender: I think I’m female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: I’m a confused person =D
Single?: Apparently not.
If not, do you want to be?: =D
Birthdate: 8th of March 1986
Your age: Currently 19+
Age you act: Depends. Sometimes 9, and sometimes 35.
Age you wish you were: <.<;
Your height: 165cmish.
Eye color: Dark brown
Happy with it?: Yes =D
Hair color: Copper/ Black
Happy with it?: I wish it was red… <.<>
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: I’m 100% righty.
Your living arrangement: Um… smooth?
Your family: Dad, mum, 3 younger sisters and an evil rabbit. (and also a hubby named Dee >D)
Have any pets?: My rabbit Schascha =D (sidenote: She plays ball!)
Whats your job?: Student.
Piercings?: My ears.
Tattoos?: Nope.
Obsessions?: Bishonens, *coughyaoicough*, my hair, …
Addictions?: The Internet?
Do you speak another language?: I speak English, Malay, and a little bit of Japanese.
Have a favorite quote?: “Time isn’t money… it is life,” by Prophet Muhammad s.a.w
Do you have a webpage?: No, but Arab said he’d make me one xD
Do you live in the moment? Fortunately, yes.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very.
Do you have any secrets?: I LIKE GIRLS! >.> Kidding. Of course I have secrets, foo.
Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: So-so.
Do you have any bad habits?: Yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: That I can draw. And I have nice hair. =D
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Dudette, You’re A Pleebe.
What's your biggest fear?: Losing the ones I love and treasure the most. And losing my hair and teeth o.o
Can you sing?: No.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nooo…
Are you a loner?: =D
What are your #1 priorities in life?: My family.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Maybe xD
Are you a daredevil?: =D
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I’m bad- tempered >.>
Are you passive or agressive?: Aggressive! RAWR!
Do you have a journal?: No.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength; My charisma. Weakness; <.<>If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My skills at Math. God I hate numbers.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes. Maybe.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Loads.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Of course! =D
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Life is damn short.
What do you like the most about your body?: My hair? <.<
And least?: =D
Do you think you are good looking?: =D
Are you confident?: Sometimes, yes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Tsuzuki Asato xD
Are you perceived wrongly?: Most of the times, yes. Shame <.<

Do You...

Smoke?: No. Smoking is dumb.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Only once a month xD
Pray?: Of course.
Go to church?: I do go to the mosque.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sometimes, but I tend to ignore the noobs <.<
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes, I sleep with my Shamu =D
Take walks in the rain?: No.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: It’s tough, but yeah <.<
Drive?: Yessss.
Like to drive fast?: Yessssss!

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: Yeah.
Hurt yourself?: Yes. <.<>
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I don’t think so.
Been in love?: Yes, I guess.
Done drugs?: No.
Gone skinny dipping?: No.
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery? Eye surgeries.
Ran away from home?: Yes xDD. Old story!
Played strip poker?: HAHAHAHA. *coughs*
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: Yes. >D
Been picked on?: Yes.
Been on stage?: Yeah.
Slept outdoors?: No. o.o The bed is there for a reason <.<
Thought about suicide?: Yes. Long time ago la.
Pulled an all nighter?: =D
If yes, what is your record?: =D~
Gone one day without food?: Don’t think so.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yes, with Wilson *_* (I miss you u.u)
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes.
Slept all day?: Yeah xD
Killed someone?: =D
Made out with a stranger?: =D
Had sex with a stranger?: =D
Thought you're going crazy?: Already am crazy!
Kissed the same sex?: =D =D
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: =D
Been betrayed?: Loads of times.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes.
Broken the law?: Perhaps <.<
Met a famous person?: Yeah. I met Westlife xDDD
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I ran over a chicken once. o.o
On purpose?: =D
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Maybe.
Stolen anything?: Yes. u.u
Been on radio/tv?: Been on teevee.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes x.x Horrible, horrible experience.
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Bungee jumped?: No, but would love to try one day =D
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: Dunno =/
Miracles?: Maybe.
Astrology?: No, that’s full of BS.
Magic?: =D Harry Potter!
God?: Of course.
Satan?: Yes.
Santa?: Um, no.
Ghosts?: Yes. They linger around. They might even be behind you. >D
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: Yes.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes.
Witches?: Hermione Granger!
Easter bunny?: =D
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: No. Yes. Dunno o.o
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
Do you wish on stars?: No.

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Traditional or not, I do believe there is Heaven and Hell.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?: Organized religions ****! <.<
Where do you think we go when we die?: It’s not our matters to talk about the life after <.<

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes. A lot o.o
Who is your best friend(s)?: Currently? My mum, Farah Nadia and Arab.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: My mum.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: =D
Your favourite inside joke?: *
Thing you're picked on most about?: =D
Who's your longest known friend?: I dunno.
Newest?: Geng gila @ MMU (You know who you are >D)
Shyest?: Dunno.
Funniest?: Too many to list.
Sweetest?: FARAH! =D
Closest?: Farah.
Weirdest?: Me.
Smartest?: =D
Ditziest?: Chiam desu!
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Wanie, Sharika, Adi, Chiam, Wilson u.u
Last person you talked to online?: Chris >)
Who do you talk to most online?: Arab, Chris, Renjie, Dee, …
Who are you on the phone with most?: Dunno.
Who do you trust most?: Farah, Arab and Niena.
Who listens to your problems?: My friends. Well, some of them.
Who do you fight most with?: >D
Who's the nicest?: =D
Who's the most outgoing?: =D
Who's the best singer?: TG!
Who's on your shit-list?: HAHA! Truth is, ramai.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: =D
Who's your second family?: My friends, I guess.
Do you always feel understood?: =D
Who's the loudest friend?: Would you believe Nabilah?
Do you trust others easily?: Unfortunately, yes.
Who's house were you last at?: =D
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: =D
Do your friends know you?: They don’t know the real me.
Friend that lives farthest away: Most of them are @ US o.o

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes.
What do you find romantic?: Umm… o.o
Turn-on?: Smart, well- mannered, religious, funny, gorgeous eyes… *.*
Turn-off?: Smokers, big- headed jerks, narrow- minded, …
First kiss?: =D
If someone u had no interest in dating u how would u feel?: Nya…
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Depends.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: Yes, why not? =D
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: >D
What is best about the opposite sex?: They can be very loveable and understanding at times.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: The way they think is screwed!
What's the last present someone gave you?: Keychains from Danial. He bought them from Japan >D
Are you in love?: =D
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Um…

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: … Myself?
You wanted to kill?: HAHA! I think Farah knows. >)
That you laughed at?: My mum, after seeing her go frantic over the new carpet we bought xD
That laughed at you?: Dunno.
That turned you on?: JAY CHOU JAY CHOU JAY CHOU
You went shopping with?: My mum and sister.
That broke your heart?: Umm… <.<
To disappoint you?: <.<
To ask you out?: Chiam.
To make you cry?: My computer, for being such an ass xD
To brighten up your day?: Arab!
That you thought about?: JAY CHOU <3>You saw a movie with?: My Uni buddies.
You talked to on the phone?: u.u
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Talked?
You saw?: My sister? o.o .
You lost?: u.u I’m not gonna tell you the name. (sidenote: But I really treasured that person.)

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: Um.
Will it be with your significant other?: Nya?
Or some random person?: Double nya.
What are you wearing right now?: Jeans… and a whole load of eye liner and mascara xD
Body part you're touching right now: My ankle.
What are you worried about right now?: Exam results. Ugh.
What book are you reading?: I don’t read.
What's on your mousepad?: I don’t own a mousepad.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Right now? Cynical, evil, cheerful, pissed, and um… did I state evil?
Are you bored?: Not really.
Are you tired?: No.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Yes, to Renjie- sama.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: =D
Are you listening to music?: Nocturne, by JAY CHOU <3333

. illymengamuk .

2005-10-10T08:06:00.000-07:00

. mood . psssft.

i thought you were a friend. a friend that i could trust and talk to. a friend that will keep my secrets safe. but no. i do know that you talk crap behind my back, but i tak pernah ambil hati. and to think i've never even talked shit about you. until recently... entah la. sikit baik, dah tunjuk belang. sikit baik, mula bercerita bohong.

-illy

. imasuguni .

2005-10-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

today alone two MMU students died. at the freakin' selekoh lim kok wing.

to bahrani and angeline felix; i did not know you two well... but i'm sorry.

and to my friends out there; tolong lah drive carefully. if anything happens to one of you... ntah. =( nak balik kampung nanti pun tolong berhati- hati. i don't want to lose any of you.

even if i do despise you.

. illseeyouonceagainmylove .

2005-10-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

. mood . confused + bored
i just realised that i ada banyak sangat barang nak bawa balik. nak tinggal sayang pulak... nanti berdebu tinggal sebulan.

i'm goin back tomorrow morning, insyallah. will see you guys again after a month.
tak sabar nak jadi gila- gila and stay up malam buat MDF bersama, and then sambut bday ramai- ramai >)

well, you guys know who you are!

- illy <3

. ionlydreamofyou II .

2005-10-07T03:17:00.000-07:00

. mood . grrrrr. lapar.

... sambungan daripada post pertama saya, di mana we went to serdang for sahur.

di bawah adalah keadaan yang menyedihkan, di mana niena telah dihimpit oleh dua jejaka yang bernama noa dan farhan. arab pula was the crazy driver yang balik balik corner macam orang gila.
and me... i duduk kat depan dengan tergelak- gelak. kalau nak tengok keadaan seterusnya, pergi ke blog niena.
http://kaira-hiwatari.blogspot.com

hang depa semua pergi warisan untuk buka... tapi i malas plak nak drive, so kira buka kat sini je la. makan untuk kali terakhir semester ni.

-illy <3

. i'm happy when i see you .

. alwaysbemylove .

2005-10-06T21:38:00.001-07:00

*pshh~* gila comel~

. mood . freakin' pissed + nya~

so, how was CG? mine sucked big time. macam tak best... pfffsht. tapi tak kisah lah. i admit yang sem 1 memang i banyak main. *coughs*

cuti is starting soon. happy bout it? possibly. fikir yang boleh duduk kat rumah, slouch and draw all day... ye la, kata nak lukish 17 jejaka~
niena jangan lupa your part! nanti i tindas banyak banyak~

nak balik, tapi tak kemas satu benda lagi... meh.

satu lagi. sesapa yang boring waktu cuti nanti, call saya, then kite keluar main bowling.

--
if . you. are reading this, darlin;, i know we have not been talking, but i'll always be there for you whenever you need me.

-illy <3>
*pi tido*

. ionlydreamofyou .

2005-10-06T13:06:00.000-07:00

. mood . confused rasanya.

dah dua hari straight gi serdang sahur ngan bebudak gila... aah, bliss. in a way, yes, haha.
anyway.

tomorrow paper last~ and then cuti sebulan.

i have to admit that i'll miss you guys like crazy. and i'll also miss my... um.
hostel bed.

nya~

also, i made a simple art earlier today. yes, i didn't read any CG. malas la nak blaja. art ni khas untuk niena <3

*click to view eet better-- thumbnail cam shial pulak*

-illy <3

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